xoxo,

What more can i say?

2011-02-26T00:21:00.002+08:00

2011-02-15T02:52:00.004+08:00

12 years & counting :) I love u!!

Who would remove the bones for me from my fish/chicken whenever we're eating?
Who would randomly call me out for a tan & swim on a hot day?
Who would always squeeze me so tight that i cannot breathe?
Who would act retarded with me even in public?
Who would always want sleepovers just so that we could spend more time tgt?
Who would look for jobs with me?
Who would give me honest & true opinions while shopping?

I dont think its anyone else but this beautiful lady above!

She just refused to tell me what time was her return flight home. Sad that i could not give a big sister hug before she left. But one thing i know is, we spent more time tgt as compared to past years whenever she's back. Its gna be another year before she comes back. I have plans of going over in probably a couple of years time when i'm done w school.

Just a week of school & 2 more tests before i can say that I SURVIVED YEAR 1! woohoo! GOOOOOOOOO GOOOO GO!

2011-01-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

Why why why am i so weak ):

2011-01-18T02:09:00.003+08:00

"Our love must not be a thing of words & fine talk. It must be a thing of action & sincerity" 1 John 3:18

How nice.

2011-01-15T02:21:00.004+08:00

Sometimes it’s hard to see how God is working. His mysteries don’t always reveal their secrets to us, and our journey is often redirected by uncontrollable detours. Perhaps God is showing us a better route.

Love of a sister

2011-01-15T01:48:00.006+08:00

Was working in the store today when i happened to look out & saw a pair of siblings.
The younger boy tried to run while the older sister warned him not to lest he falls. But he really tripped and fell. The sister immediately ran towards him & sayang-ed his hands, arms, knee and gave him a little kiss on the cheek in a 'panic-mode"

By the looks of the older girl, i bet she's only P3 or P4 while the younger boy should be around K1? Felt so heart-warming right then! & the both of them were so adorable!!

I only came to realize that i did my lesson plans for the sake of doing & not really absorbing and learning what i should, for the sake of my future. I did my lesson plans without sincerity. Its so bad. Everything's so rushed. Next time if i were a teacher, I'll make sure I'm like Dr K! Unlike some others, cannot even give precise and correct instructions. Its like you give out instructions already still need other people to clear even more of your unclear work(becuz students have to clear their doubts)

Ok im done ranting.

2011-01-12T01:14:00.003+08:00

Why does it seem like we have to submit assignments every other week? I feel myself stressing up so bad that i am so numb to it already.

2011-01-10T01:38:00.001+08:00

I am sad.

2010-12-26T23:58:00.003+08:00

The love & gifts that God blessed me with.

Released.

2010-12-24T02:03:00.005+08:00

So the past week was spent entirely with G4C. Youth camp was not just another awesome experience. I just dont know how to explain it in words. The closest i could describe it is, pure goodness. I was proven that i could actually live peacefully & indeed, very happily without my phone & ipod. Its like you do not have to worry about a thing. I do not even need music to bring me to sleep at night.

& the company of my brothers and sisters was just sufficient for me. I never felt so happy & fortunate in my whole life(w/o any devices). I did not even bother or thought about any messages/calls. This is the kind of life i want to lead. I believe I felt God's presence through out. The whole experience was so touching that it brought me to tears all the time when i was being prayed for & during worship. The scene of everyone closing their eyes with their hands lifted up was just too marvelous. I wish we could worship together everyday.

Games, the part of camp that i am usually uninterested in, got me so hyped up! Even watching them play could make me laugh till i absolutely went out of breath. Kudos to game planners! Random 'bombings' & singing grace before meals really lifted the spirit of the campers.

I really wish all of us could live together forever! But like what K said, all good things must come to an end for better things to take place. How true is that? I still remember how i enjoyed the previous camp and did not want it to end! But see what God has brought to us this camp? An even better experience than the previous one. Am so thankful for the opportunity to be a group leader. To lead & be an example to my group. Although at times i totally forgot my role as a GL & totally behaved in waywardly, my commandant & commandress would just snap me back into form. Good job guys!

How nice is it to have sweet & encouraging notes to brighten up your day? I have a bagful of them! Reading them every night before bed surely brings a smile to my face & sometimes, laughter! (:

I just wna say, nothing except God's love and concern can ever touch you. Just open your heart & let Him in.

2010-12-14T02:35:00.002+08:00

There's just so much worry to life.

Would really appreciate peace at someplace quiet on my own, without having the need to think about anything.

2010-12-10T23:49:00.001+08:00

Its only the first day & i am already missing jie so much :(
How do i learn to be strong?

2010-12-07T02:28:00.002+08:00

HOLA! How fast time flies,here i am completing the last bit of my RJ for TNS & everything's gna be officially over! *ON CLOUD NINE* Although i will get more time on hand now that everything's done, Im gna miss tut and the girls! Aww all the fun we had.
Can't believe im actually saying that. The 'me' in novemeber was so dreadful and negative. Well, things do change! Just havta learn to be patient! (:

LL test today was a total failure. Yes i could see that coming.
Used my common sense, which Dr K mentioned was not common these days. LOL
She's the most happy-go-lucky tutor i've ever came across. So glad to have her!
Oh, thats why i go for her 9am lectures even if i oversleep! (Y)(Y)

Ogayyyyy am finally done! Gotta hit the sack now, xoxo!

2010-11-20T03:27:00.001+08:00

Last night at the hostel ): Gonna miss ze girls!

Treasure.

2010-10-30T02:13:00.004+08:00

School's in. My entire november is sardine-packed with hostel stay for 2 wks, work, christmas prac, individual assignment(INTENSE), group projects & whatnot. Just thinking of it makes me rly tired. Cant really say that i am looking forward. I just hope everything will pass by in a whiff.

Had a really frustrating week becuz I had to make too many important decisions. I dont wna quit CO but my timetable & schedule is rly in the way. I know, its not as important as school but it'd definitely be good enough if i could just get away with this coming month & solely concentrate on the transition( i.e. work + school)& if i quit CO, then whats my purpose of quitting FP in the first place? Things were supposed to be more flexible.

Another worrying thing is the hostel stay, maybe cuz its my first time living away from home, having to take care of myself.& for the fact that i dont really like to spend my days/nights away from home. Its an irony cuz i live too near! But sitll, AWAY FROM HOME. Hate to be apart from my family, bed, room etc. & I have to carry my heavy books to & fro!? ): Noooooooooo~ Talking about books, my new textbooks cost & weigh a bomb! ): Money gone just like that. See how we complain when money goes to books & how we NOT complain when we happily spend on shopping?

2010-10-24T01:33:00.001+08:00

How adorable!

2010-10-23T00:51:00.003+08:00

Store meeting at 8am tomorrow morning! Jeez ballz.
Spent my friday afternoon with 2 of my most precious ones! It was fun although we didnt do much.
I always never fail to step out of Daiso without a headache! Been prancing ard looking and thinking bout my needs & wants. Well, if only i had more time to shop at my own pace. But i still managed to find my items though, (:

A new semester is coming up & im tryna get myself all prepared & positive for it.But...i still do miss my 3-month long holiday ): Too late for regrets. I really hate it when the holidays are here & i find myself doing absolutely NOTHING. Then when they are coming to an end, i realise i have a thousand and one things to do. Oh com on. & the worst thing is, i tell myself these are important things to settle during the holidays but they were never done! Yes, they call it procrastination. HAHA. Haiyah.....

Shall turn in with my mask now! (:

2010-10-22T12:09:00.004+08:00

Yay new layout, new location, new beginning! :)
Gonna go over to keke's soon! <3